Lyrics for cloudstarers...
Ashamed
It doesn't make sense to me
but then nothing ever did.
Why do you kiss me one day
and not the next?
and i feel so ashamed
but its nothing to this pain
left behind i don't see where
i went wrong or what i did
i hope its not a lost cause
i'll be by myself again
A Song For A Lonely Boy
Moonlit window
Shadows a secret
Reflecting darkness
From the sun
Say hello to the moon
You will be dead soon
In the corner is
A baby sleeping
The wind wakes him up
In the night
No one hears him cry
The night has killed them all
The cold, hard house is dead
With shadows on the wall
The night has killed them all
With shadows on the wall
A Song For A Lonely Girl
Primrose pathway
lavender garden
blossoms slowly
in the sun
Chorus:
Say farewell to the sun
It will be darker soon
Till tommorrow, goodbye (for now)
Say Hello to the moon
Under the apple tree
lies a mint leaf
along comes a gentle breeze
and lifts it away
The girl in the sun dress
feels her soul drift
the wind carries her along
the sun in her eyes
In the corner lies
a lazy sleeping cat
It's day is over now
before it began
Rosethorn bleeder
a troubling fragrance speaks
"Yesterday much the same
In the sun"
Badani
Go inside for a rest
You must be tired
Drink tea, drink water
Chase the sun another day
Stop by the river
Dip your toe in the water
If you feel tired
Sleep a little by the roaring giant
A snake approaches
Slowly you wake
It slides past you
Why were you worried?
If life passes you by on the river
Do not be sad
You have lived
and will live again
I will make you for
a safe journey home
if that is your destination
Leave now, or linger by the stream
Bathed In Light
In the distance
bathed in light
It's been a long time
Without night
Near the future
without thought
all the lies
brought to nought
This condition
uplifting
it makes you so tired
to sing
Sickness of a
decaying mind
pulls other down
from a time
that was renown
Behind Every Smile
Kiss me quick?
Kiss me slow above the eye
Kiss me fast
Kiss everyone but kiss me last
CHORUS:
Find a way
Find a way to the sky
Dream away
Dream away yesterday
I take the Golden Mean
To the other side
I took it to the seams
and slowly it died
Past the sunrise three worlds
Worlds that are free
You cannot leave the Urfe
You are bound to it
Bird Of The Ground
Bird of the ground
Get up and fly
His legs are broken
Feathers bent
Only one eye
Where he is sent
There is no return
or bidding goodbye
His life is full of lies
ALTERNATIVE LYRICS
What if it remains incomplete
We will light every fire and drink every drop
We will burn red holes in the sky
Shattering realities
Sell the world in a deep freeze
The moon is my womb
I do not want to be born, only to die
What if it remains incomplete?
We will light every fire and beat every beat
We will burn great holes in the sky and tell every lie
Black Nightmare
lyrics by: George W. Bush, Tony Blair, John Howard
They fuck us up
Your soul see the wolf brave
We'll chase the crime we're getting
Man they had it
You'll fuck em dead
May the devil go on ahead
I ruined the lord with thee
I will beat this silly business
This your life forever
We go with sorrow
We sign evil with it
I may lead in the family
Anguished their finance
Theyre' all black, now markets despair
Whirlwind casts its surf
You've seen all with that
I need to live with war
Serious evil with this
The Bridge
I'll swim under
You'll walk over
And we'll meet on the other side
Not far from here
I will see
Why I've come this far
I want to go far
I run to be found, not to hide
Nothings forever
I recede
Into the night
Away from you
Not so funny
When you see
You've been feeding
You're own misery
I was hiding
From your tears
I was running
In the dark
Burning bridges
Lighting fires
Girls are nervous
They laugh alot
You must remember
You will die
We won't meet
In the sky
I don't love you
You don't like me
We won't see it
Till we die
It won't be long
Fires burn
Drowning slowly
In your eyes
The sky offers hope
It makes no promise
You may not make
A safe return
My eyes are burning
I did not know
That you thought
The world had changed
I hang off you
You won't let me
I'll see you
On the other side
The City
Rubbed raw like an open nerve
Love almost makes it worthwhile
Almost makes the next breathe sweet
I will stay here for a while
It takes me home this city
Crawling back to safety
Fade away this loneliness
To return twice the strength
When your gone it's ok
I will wait for another day
It takes me home this city
Crawling back to safety
I'll kiss you on the lips
Or the next best thing
I want to take you to safety
I will carry you back home
It takes me home this city
Crawling back to safety
crawling back, crawling back
crawling back, crawling back
crawling back, crawling back
crawling back, crawling back
Chrome
Wait here, I'll be back
Going home, Go slow
Metal Chrome, You know
Not Real, Breathe Life
You feel, Dancing Lights
The City Part 2
All the words you said
Lay around me, dead
After such a day
There is nothing I can say
I kissed you on the mouth
Then I went south
But it was too late
and you couldn't wait
It's not going back
I don't know where I'm going
Please take it back
I've got no way of knowing
Take me out
Somewhere tonight
Life is very long
When you're lovely
and you're lonely
When you sleep alone
You have a singularity
but you lack clarity
Cloudstarer
Hours drift, we're driving blind
in the back seat of the mind
Is our dead hitch-hiker friend
His life with us is now spent
I know what happens when we die
But I'm not telling why
It's not so bad, not so good
In the end I understood
Spellbound by yours eyes of green
I wonder what great things you've seen
Like a daydream, tears in my eye
I wonder why you won't cry
Cold Summers Day
Soft skin, soft lips
Patients on a sunny day
We've got all day, another hour
I wanted to be here
but....runaway in everyway
Wish you were here
Cold summer day
Crying Lights
Fleeting moments
Dying spirits
Laughing shadows
Crying lights
Dancing moon
Silver water
Old tree
The Darkened sky
R:
See beyond the darkened sky
Waiting for the time to leave
While your trying to light lies
And weave the inside to wise
and bright cries
Of hopelessness
H:
When mountains die
When mountains die
Seismic Shift
When mountains collide
The heavens will lift
Seismic Shift
Dancing lights
Runaway to distant
Heavans
Snake of Steel
Find the Station that wears the grime
From the Hands of time
Wrenching the cloth
Twisting agony
The life of wood is only green in the death of a tree
Lay under Bars of steel
That groans and screams the hand that holds you
also sears through in time
The Dead Fly Dance
Follow you underwater
Forget that I can't breath
live in the lake submerged
in the clear blue
smooth running cool
it cannot be described
on the surface a picture
of above, underneath
a new world
follow you underwater
forget that I can't breath
live with me beneath the remains
a cloud that died and fell to earth
in broken disaray
un-moving un-seperating
this clear and cool green
follow you underwater
forget that I can't breath
forget that I can't breath
Departure
The torture is a slow departure
from the knowing of never
Never try to stop
the onward flowing
Know your time
Free the Mind
That is in there,
Somewhere
A slow departure
is the torture
from the inside
Find the light
You won't have to hide
The Eleventh Sour
Wait with me
Thank your God
Let me see
He trod
Hold the rope
Dark will grope
These things I miss, golden sights
I tried to kiss, dying lights
Environmental Disease
Environmental disease
Breathing blood, regenerating
We have finished inquiring
No longer shall we seek
To know everything
We are now Gods
They fear our power
Skinless, if flesh could move
it would follow you to the end
We don't need you now
Erewhon
Walk the field
In the night of stars
Down the hill to the creek
Under the far elms
Cold water of years ago
Lightening in the clouds
Illuminating the sky
You can run
You can run forever at night
I won't be afraid anymore
Be chased by devils of the mind
Hide in the blackberry bushes
Wait to find
Ambush the enemy that is
just your friend pretending
Take your time
Floating
H:
i can feel something weird going on
but i can't see it, so so so so maybe
its not so bad, you know what im saying?
i feel something weird is...
...is going on.
i can't see it though
so so so so so maybe
it's not so bad
The Ghost People
All the rage and the fear boils
and laughing shadows, mocking secrets
that I'll never guess, never see
Lying through your broken teeth
searching for the mystery
never realising, you're already there
All the rage is effortless
to the fallen who grovel in the dust
Glimmung
With a dying sun
We can see what we've done
Is this upside down?
Fleeting signs of life
Twisted angel falls upon the knife
Guidance
Oh, I don't know just what I want
and my sight has faded from my eyes
This is my place in space...
and I don't know what it could be
or what it is that will make me see
No, it's fine you say. I still feel
this is my place. I know where I am
I Don't Believe In You
I look, I don't know
You take me around
Say I don't believe
In tomorrow
It won't be you
You take me around
When I look at you
I don't know what I feel
Once in around
Where we're around
You say I do
I don't believe in you
When you go down
I follow
I could forget it,
Oh no.
I See Over That Hill, A Light
Fading hope and gentle decay
On an orange Autumn day
Depress me and pull me down
I follow as you drown
The sun is setting
The more I give to you
The more you take
The more I get
The more you take
A long rest and painful ressurection
Let me sleep and play dead
Forever + ever + ever
We'll be friends, we won't fight
I see over that hill, a light.
It's Not Important
I saw you last night,
but you didn't say hello.
I wish you had,
but it's not that important.
I haven't thought of you for a while.
I'm looking at myself
Thinking about myself
Were you looking at me I don't know,
I wish you had,
but it's not that important.
It was so long ago,
I'd forgotten who you are,
who you are.
The Language Of Cats
If I could walk on water
I'd cross the sea
and see other countries
With no borders for me
This is the language of cats
If I could swim in the air
I'd fly into space
I'd hide on the moon
Without leaving a trace
If I could grow in the ground
I'd be like a tree
I'd stand in the sun
and I would be free
Lavender
Why the tree is gone
The life is spent
Cross the bridge
At night under the moon
And into the forest
On the other side
Wander through the elms
and think the lost home
that was never found.
Wandering through time
With no one, on your side
Leaf
Will you be there?
While they all go away
And I will be alone and in a state of nothing
The emptiness is complete
Now they won't ever have me on their side
It's all gone away and I am to stay
Going there but never really knowing anyone
Will you be there?
While they all go away
Love Song
Sing it all night
"Death is alright"
The Magus
Floating on lakes of time
To the great circus in the sky
The Magus rains and thunders
Tiger south and running
Tea is dying in a sense
The city beneath the earth
grows and flourishes
But time rules all things
Moon Alphane
I will meet you on the moon alphane
Smile down on me, to light my dark paths
Your illusions are my reality
Gravities pull will not let me be
Spectres and whispers in the night
It seems sometimes with a gentle push I could reach you.
Moon Song
Time creeping slowly
The trees blossom through
Bring nothing but memories to an abandond mind
Sun gently removing shadows from the ground
Dry hard ground
Found the tree that I had Painted years ago
Cicaders first day of flight
Yesterday much the same
Some more thoughts gained
In the sun of midday
Moon Vegetation
What vegetables do they have on the moon?
When we get there we will plant a garden.
Full of sad endings and grey dust, But
They will change, twisting and bending
If I could say
This is a slow
Waste of a day
Moonwater
She had ribbons in her hair
When she swam into the sky
She seemed without a care
But I knew she would die
I'm fading away
I've never been so tired
As I am now
I'm drifting away
I've never been so tired
As I am now
I followed her in the dark
and saw a ghost in the tree
Where did she go?
What if you don't know?
She had ribbons in her hair
When she came down crying
She seemed without a care
But I knew she was dying
Nagilla
Smoking pink
Purple love
Blue vision
In my eyes
Red, in my eyes
You will see
Yellow sun
In my eyes
Makes me tired
...just a little
In my hands
Hold the pipe
Blow the smoke
Drift away
Niar (part 2)
With life and memory
Breed resistance
Leave troubled thoughts
Behind in dust and depth
Life clears from the eyes
Gentle pain in the caress of flies
and words like music dance
Normal Everyday, Normal Everyday
Take me with you to the past,
Forward into the past.
Because all future will be past someday soon
Normal everyday, normal everyday
On The Beach
Traces of secrets
Lost in the sea
Dead little fishy
Come back to me
Thats all I want to be
On the beach in the sand
Where its quiet and hot
I told her what she wanted
I loved you, not
Testing the waters
Waiting to see
If she's changed at all
and what she will be
But it's darker now
Slow comes the night
The beach is deserted
We're sinking for a light
Permanent
I have no clue
Where the day has gone
Sitting in the damp grey grass
I have been working in the corners of my mind,
Clean, bleaching,
The blackness form inside
Waiting in short time for the drawing of the free
Turning away from the corner to the start
The Pink Elephant
The pink elephant is your friend
He'll stick with you till the bitter end
When you choke on vomit, he'll ram it back in
(When you want thrills, he'll fill you in)
The pink elephant is your friend
tHE PInk elephant has a surprise
A purple pill just for your eyes
Swallow it, like you swallow his lies
Lay back, and feel your body rise
The piNk elephant likes when you sin
Hes a devil, with a devilish grin
He'll fry you up and eat off your skin
the pink elephant like when you sin
The pInK elephant wants your money
He'll take it all so you can't live free
The pink ElEphant thinks its funny
To bring misery to you and me
The Relfection
With your head against the glass
See through the reflection
See the view
That is waiting there
With you
Running In The Dark
Moonshine, on the mirror
Splintered sunlight, where it comes from
Dying
slowly
drifting
away
I drink, from around me
The night air, slowly drowns me
Inside, it is darker
Softly I sleep, in the bedroom
Outside, my life leaves me
For a new one, with an old leaf
I am free, I am well
I am home again
The Queen Seat
Where is this
Won't you see
Won't you care
We aren't free
Don't you feel
Don't you dare
Far away
So near the
falling sky
In memory
Mother flower
Father sun
Where are they
long ago
far away
In the queen seat, I see all
Everything under the sun
On my horse
With red in his eye
The bear falls over
The bear dies
Seven Days
Seven days of nothing
Bring the earths axis spining
behind the future is many ways
For light bound creatures of thought
Though wrought in time of need
But failed to really see
I*n the future behind the sun
Where the dark is dead
And the shadows have begun
7 Faces
I need to drink some water
So pass the jug this way
The water is icey
Wait for it to melt
I lie all day
To you
Tell me something amazing
While I wait
I want to hear
Who-loves-who
The day went fast
The gossip was good
But my water
Got warm
The Shapeshifters
I loved you in winter,
The month that is my name,
and when we meet in spring,
I hope I love you the same.
I loved you in summer,
with the sounds of the birds,
and you must know I love you,
whenever you read these words.
Shoegazer
Objects in space were never clear
You know you should, but you feel no fear
The larger things seem unreal
I see her too but she does not feel
Singing voices draw me near
The visions + sounds are crystal clear
But to reach a higher state
Problems do create
You + me, effortlessly bound
Love needs no common ground
Drowning in air and light
This life fits me too tight
So, march into the unending sea
Standing tall, with hearts shaped free
Cut muscle to the bone
This life you cannot own
The Sky Has Turned White
If the sky turned white
I would be happy
It would blind everyone
They would have their imaginations to live by
They would never see
Anything they don't like
Staring up at the sky
Your head explodes
We've been waiting so long
For the rain to come
Slowly the sky darkens
Waiting for your time
Wait here
They won't have to hide
I can see from the outside looking in
Snake Bite
Rubbish around my feet and in my hair,
Liars and shiny girls without a care
Their evil is plain to see and true
As easy as the sky is green and the grass is blue
The grass is hard and gray, as are the trees
Faster, faster, faster, the cars go streaking bumblebees
Sunrise In The Upside Down World
In the fog of early winter morning
I can't see the sun rising, from behind the tree
Cold damp grass, but I know it will be warmer soon
Feed the animals, watch them run
Go back inside, sit by the fire
Wait for everyone else to rise
With cold fingers
Starfield
I saw in her eyes
A void that stretched
before me endless
like a blinking starfield
Is this flying or falling?
The whole thing moved
like it was alive
and then at a point
I saw nothing
I stepped forward
but I stood still
I fell upwards and
nothing was right
(nothing was left)
and all the while
i was falling
or flying
Binary footprints
Into the stars
Don't look back
Because you can't
look forward
Delete your mistakes
My god, it's full of stars...
Three Days
I am three days away
I am not there in time
I am not weak to stray
I'll stay in line always
I am three days away
Free of nothing,
A burden well earned
Fire in the heavens,
Tree scorched and burned
What Did You Say?
What did you say?
While running away
I didn't hear what you said
So just come back to bed
Don't try and control
The things you can't
If they don't bother me
Then you won't have to worry
I'd pick you up if you were down
And throw you right back to the ground
You and Me
all your flesh runs together
till I can't tell you from you from you
all your love binds together
till I can't see it but for the sky
but for the sky
i could see your heart
i could reach up
and tear it apart
all your faces blur together
still I can't tell you from you from you
and all your legs run together
as one in opposite directions
in opposite directions
pulled one heart
with one word
you tore it apart
all your words run together
still I can't tell you from you from you
and all your thoughts come together
so that now we are truly one
we are finally one
it can never
be undone
